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Fri Nov 24, 2006, 10:06 AM
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Wow..it has been awhile. I'm still here in Pittsburgh, but if all goes well, not for long. I am still trying my best to not go insane...very seriously. I am also trying my best to try and get back into the artistic spirit and I hope I will be successful.

Right now, my plans are to save up alot of money and transfer the hell out of Pittsburgh. Maybe to Chicago so i can keep in touch with my last family. As soon as i get some more things taken care of, I am really going to do it. Hopefully this new change of scenery will provoke a new mind set.... a better one. I also aim to get some more artwork done and finall become active on DA again.

I just remember how i was when i first got up here and I look at how i am now and I am greatly saddened. I don't know what exactly has happened to me or why, but I feel like a total stranger in my own skin and am scared. I just need to make sense of things...and finally see the doctor.

Everyone, stay well.

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!LadyLey Nov 24, 2006, 10:43:48 AM
I would love to see new artworks form you!

In that last statement..you said you are saddened about how you see yourself..are you saying you got worse?

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~Savior-Replica Nov 24, 2006, 1:44:43 PM
yes...I got so far from the way I'd rather be. My old way. I am now determined to re discover myself..and this is a rather serious thing. I am pretty scared, but I'll never lose hope.

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~gothicvisionary Nov 28, 2006, 12:17:15 PM
Good luck in Chicago.

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Mood: Unhappy ~gothicvisionary Nov 28, 2006, 8:04:20 PM
So when do you plan on going?

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Ben's super bad-ass signature, yeah you know you your life wouldn't be the same without my signature.
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~Savior-Replica Nov 29, 2006, 8:35:17 AM
As soon as I have enough money...which may not be for another couple of quarters... :(

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~Frailure Dec 9, 2006, 9:23:38 PM
I can't say that I know how you feel, but I can relate. It's a deep dark feeling, and I hope that you can emerge from it soon. I know we don't talk much, but I'm here you know. I'll call you sometime. IM me your number or something.

<3
Rachael.

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